My life in an upturned boat marooned on a cliff

I’ve seen it in action, I’ve read about it and i know every life form goes through it eventually in there life. The sudden end point on the time line

but maybe Im the exception… 

But Maybe

If I think about it enough I can find a way out? Maybe I can find a way to escape these dark claws slowly pulling me into oblivion, but I know I’m just trying to stop the most inevitable fate. but maybe… I’m still working on it.

After I look back the time I spent with you was just so stupid mindless and weird!

I miss it…

I WANT TO BE MORE!

I don’t care if any one reads this or if anyone disagrees because I’m sure there will be(if you even read it), I just need to talk to my computer rite now! I just want to say…

I hate illustrations, just drawing things, its so mindless. I know its important to learn how to draw but just drawing detailed has never made me go wow! It’s the peices that make me think and the ones that are unique and are made in a unique ways. My mom wants me to be an illustrationiiist ? make illustrations for a living but if I did that for my life I think would shoot myself. I want to do something thats just more. that makes me feel like I’m contributing to the world and changing people and the world around them!